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Wednesday Midnight Blues

On my lap: Laptop writing nonsense

On the table: coffee, SCRA photocopies of Insurance cases, point 4 GTec Pen, a pad of yellow paper... waiting patiently

At my left: Ruben ready to sleep but can't, wants to know the next part of the story

At my front: Kat, lighting her next stick... eyes fixed on the TV

On the dvd: I LOVE YOU SO (Korean Version)

In my mind: After having so much of life's drama in the last few days, I think we deserve a break. P.S. This Koreanovela rips my heart apart.


I miss his eyes. Terribly. I wish to see them again. 


 I can't believe I'm crying right now. I can't believe the reason why these tears are falling. I can't believe I am doubting myself if I still believe in true love. Because I do. I STILL DO. It's the most wonderful thing in the world. It will always be. Who knows how many times it'll come? It might only pass you by once. Lucky are those who will find it. And luckier are those who has found it and never let it go. 

There has been some knocking again. It seems that the heart's been busy being skeptic. But someday, I know true love will slam that door and break it. No false hopes. The True Love. Iyong wala tayong laban. I'll never lose faith in it again. Yeah, that's how hopeless romantic I am. Have always been. :)


The Comeback.

Yep. I missed this part right here. The part where there's only one thing missing. I am willing to wait. Dahil ang mainip, talo. :)


Sadness doesn't kill.

Dear You,

"Grief can destroy you --or focus you. You can decide a relationship was all for nothing if it had to end in death, and you alone. OR you can realize that every moment of it had more meaning than you dared to recognize at the time, so much meaning it scared you, so you just lived, just took for granted the love and laughter of each day, and didn't allow yourself to consider the sacredness of it. But when it's over and you're alone, you begin to see that it wasn't just a movie and a dinner together, not just watching sunsets together, not just scrubbing a floor or washing dishes together or worrying over a high electric bill. It was everything, it was the why of life, every event and precious moment of it. The answer to the mystery of existence is the love you shared sometimes so imperfectly, and when the loss wakes you to the deeper beauty of it, to the sanctity of it, you can't get off your knees for a long time, you're driven to your knees not by the weight of the loss but by gratitude for what preceded the loss. And the ache is always there, but one day not the emptiness, because to nurture the emptiness, to take solace in it, is to disrespect the gift of life."
— Dean Koontz (Odd Hours)

I do not know the right words to say. I'm just here. Waiting for you. I love you. And I miss you. Be strong.

Love lots, 

Picture Story

Sharing some banat pics. BANAT speaks for itself.. 
Lately, ang dami kong natatanggap kung banat lines. Dahil siguro Pebrero kaya siya nauuso? 
O sadyang marami lang korning tao sa mundo?
That includes me, of course.


Kadiri much lang yung mga banat. Thanks much to my "suppliers"! 


(On the serious side...)
This is a picture taken last January 2, 2011. Princess Urduja, Narra, Palawan.
Mother Earth cried... reminding us of what we do, and what we do not.

Please help protect Palawan. Click
By helping protect Palawan, you protect the Earth.


Sabi ko nga po.

‎"Law is like a jealous mistress, it needs continuous courtship."

Pero sige, liligawan ko na siya ng bonggang-bongga.
Walang aayaw hanggang hindi ako sinasagot.





Laughed and wept.


Masaya. Pero maaga pa. Someday soon.
*insert pa-demure smiley here*
Maraming salamat.


I was talking to Jap a while ago, telling him my conversation with Ruben last night. All those dreamy wedding stuff. And he asked the same question AGAIN.
"So what do you want for your own wedding?"
Dati kasi I really don't know what to say. Gio said it's because I haven't picture myself as a bride yet... probably because I haven't met the man I want to grow old with... that man I wanna be waiting for me as I walked down that aisle. I guess that's true. Even now, I still can't imagine what my dream wedding would be.  I still don't care so I guess it's still okay. Haha.
Pero ngayon, may maisasagot na pala ako... 


I LOOOOOVE his works! So, I now know what to look for in a guy. Hindi naman ako masyadong materialistic na tao, siguro naman 'di masama kung magdedemand ako ng Jason magbanua, diba? Haha. :D So, first on the list na ang "Can afford Jason Magbanua." Dati kasi, ang una ay "Insured with Me as an irrevocable beneficiary". :P

Must remind my matchmakers about my list. Haha! ♥♥♥